I sit here as I cry wondering what’s the point of my life! What keeps me struggle everyday. I know I’m loved by my family and I love them more than I love myself. I feel worthless, useless all the time, I’m not good enough for everyone. I’m just a failure who has nothing to give that’s what I always feel and that’s the truth!
I never show my emotions in front of anyone so they don’t think I’m weak! Especially my family they relay on me on there problems and I supposed to be smart, and strong for them.. I’m always sad and I always cry but only by myself. I never showed my weakness in front of anyone, I just hide the pain inside.. I’ve lost any interest in life. I have low self esteem, I always feel ugly and unlike. I never felt beautiful not even once in my life.. I don’t like to be around people. I try to avoid them… Thinking of death rolls in my head over and over again, I never hurt myself before I guess I don’t have the guts to do it...
dear,God....help me!!
I never show my emotions in front of anyone so they don’t think I’m weak! Especially my family they relay on me on there problems and I supposed to be smart, and strong for them.. I’m always sad and I always cry but only by myself. I never showed my weakness in front of anyone, I just hide the pain inside.. I’ve lost any interest in life. I have low self esteem, I always feel ugly and unlike. I never felt beautiful not even once in my life.. I don’t like to be around people. I try to avoid them… Thinking of death rolls in my head over and over again, I never hurt myself before I guess I don’t have the guts to do it...
dear,God....help me!!
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